a brief interval before i continue to pt 2 of my rantings.

britney spears new song – piece of me

i can identify with one line

“i’m mrs she’s too big now she’s too thin”

her song basically contradicts everything. but that one sentence.

my mum used to say i was fat. people used to say that.

coco. whoever. and i hated that. just like another ringworm thing. my mum of all ppl. oh well. no excuse for being my size in sg cos its like apparently shunned. people must be like 20kg or less and thats ideal to some. i can never be that. 20kg isn’t even half of what my bones weigh. but i did lose weight.

now? not happy.

put on more weight?  zzz

get f.ed.